Change: father

Change: father: You're me but you're not. You were inside of me and now here you are. I am able to hold you close, feel your breath on my skin and look at y...

father

You're me but you're not. You were inside of me and now here you are. I am able to hold you close, feel your breath on my skin and look at you as you see the world. Everything's new to you and I want to tell you so much. I want teach you every painful lesson I had to learn so you never have to go through it yourself. Your lil hand wrapped around my thumb,your lil body needing my protection.
                                                                                                                   I would die so you can live, put my life on the line to keep you safe and I will learn new things everyday so I can teach you. You're mine, I am yours and you're proof that there's a God; how else can something so perfect exist without a God? You are my everything, my reason for everything I do.                                                                                                                                                           I am a better man for you and because of you. I am in LOVE for the first time,I am your father.

Change: I should have told you.

Change: I should have told you.: I fear that you will never know, just how beautiful you are to me. I fear that you never see through all the bullshit and see my heart. I ...

I should have told you.

I fear that you will never know, just how beautiful you are to me. I fear that you never see through all the bullshit and see my heart. I fear that you will leave one day, decide you're better off without me and never return. I fear that you'll get used to the sex and the amazing orgasms just stop being amazing. I fear that I'll never make the kind of money I want to, so I can give us the life we so desire. I fear so much, yet because of YOU just looking at me, I fear NOTHING. I Love you, I hope that's enough for you, because your love is enough for me.

Life has a wierd way of workin out, I knew I felt this way when I was with you but I never knew how to say it. I feel stuck, like even though the clock kept turning and time kept moving, the moment you left is when time stopped for me. Everything is in black and white, no color and my motivation to do anything is sapped. I'm not depressed or sad, my life has gone on. I guess what I've realised my life, everything meant more, felt better and was just better with you. I should've made you understand how I felt.

Change: I don't know anything about a lot of things,I have...

Change: I don't know anything about a lot of things,I have...: I don't know anything about a lot of things,I have no idea why I keep feeling these things. I find myself waiting on the edge,I stand here...

I don't know anything about a lot of things,I have no idea why I keep feeling these things.
I find myself waiting on the edge,I stand here refusing to take the next step.
Even when I do find somebody new,all they are to me is a lesser version of YOU.

Cold nights in summer,the heat goes with the beat of my heart like an ancient drummer.
I'm ashamed of how I feel,because I have no right to feel these things;you're with another.
Everytime I'm with somebody new,when They say they love me;I thunk of YOU.

Words that were said and things done are in the past,it's all over and gone.
I understand that your path is yours,without me;just you and whoever is your one.
Even though you're gone,the only time I have any real happiness is when I think of YOU.

I don't know where you are or what you do,you're like a distant star too far from my view.
I live and laugh,have sex and work but can't love.I do what is expected,barely sleep and think of us when I wake up...No matter how much she loves me,she's just somebody new and she'll never ever be YOU.

Y.O.U

I don't know anything about a lot of things,I have no idea why I keep feeling these things.
I find myself waiting on the edge,I stand here refusing to take the next step.
Even when I do find somebody new,all they are to me is a lesser version of YOU.

Cold nights in summer,the heat goes with the beat of my heart like an ancient drummer.
I'm ashamed of how I feel,because I have no right to feel these things;you're with another.
Everytime I'm with somebody new,when They say they love me;I thunk of YOU.

Words that were said and things done are in the past,it's all over and gone.
I understand that your path is yours,without me;just you and whoever is your one.
Even though you're gone,the only time I have any real happiness is when I think of YOU.

I don't know where you are or what you do,you're like a distant star too far from my view.
I live and laugh,have sex and work but can't love.I do what is expected,barely sleep and think of us when I wake up...No matter how much she loves me,she's just somebody new and she'll never ever be YOU.