apology

If you truly love someone and you know you made mistakes,tell them this.."I ain't too proud to say I'm sorry.To tell you that I cry when I think about you sometimes,to tell you that I feel like I failed you and think about you every day.I just want you to know that if I could change how it all happened I would and I will never stop being here for you.I work,I create and I exist but I haven't lived since the last time I was with you. These are the things I wish I could tell you,wish I could make you understand.Life has a fucked up way of happening to us sometimes,where when we least expect it;things change for the worse no matter how hard we try.I need you to know that my life will not be, or ever be right as long as you are where you are and not with me.Every single day,you're on my mind in some way,shape or form.With me, in my heart and on my mind.I have always done my best for you,I apologise that I haven't been a better man for you.I am here and will wait for you to come back"...That's my truth.B